An interesting thought: I had an increased spike of unexpected jealousy while I dreamed last night. Not too sure about the details why, but I can tell you it wasn't because Kevin refused to share his milk tea with me on account of my un-"Chu"-ness. It's werid because I haven't felt... well, jealously like that in a long time. Not sure if I ever had. Mysterious mysterious.
On the other hand, I'm ecstatical because I found out that IKEA sells awesome Swedish fabrics at affordable prices. Unfortunately, they're probably all interior fabrics, but hey, they'd make nice totes or messengers or something. When I actually get to making things like that, at least. Sometimes I'm really discouraged by my own lack of initiative. I have these really awesome ideas (including, but not limited to: Pikachu-style woolen button up coats, duct tape bows, patchwork linen totes, and impossibly good brownies), but I never get around to them. I think I live in the moment too much-- I can't think too far outside this week, or today, or this moment. Sure, I'll have long term goals, but they always aren't the things that I really want to do. Matsrugwerbodasfkd. At least I'll always have McDonalds to fall back to, in case I can't ever finish sewing that goddamn riceball fleece hat.
Valentine's day is about DESIRE (you are my fi-ire...). It's also Singles Awareness Day (go singles! especially Kraft Singles! Jk lol). Anyway, I am suddenly reminded of my OWN DESIRES. What are they, you ask? I AM PINING AND WASTING MY LIFE AWAY LONGING FOR... THIS!
Also, you know how I was playing The World Ends With You on my DS last trimester? And it was only for like, 3 days, and most of you criticized me for being "obsessed" which is impossible as I have already stated above? Well, I'm a complete sucker for those lovely little pins, and the only place that actually sold them were these dedicated little Ebay people. And now, a whole set of the them lurvely things has surfaced, with lots of bonus items. But there's a catch: it's $199 (holy shit), and there's only 2 more sets of them with the bonus items left. Now, if you're Asian like me, you can understand my dilemma. A) $199 is a lot of moolah, and B) I WANT THOSE GODDAMN BONUS ITEMS WITHOUT THE ADDED PRICE. We'll see what happens. http://cgi.ebay.com/The-world-ends-with-you-TWEWY-Pins-Buttons-305-pack_W0QQitemZ140377787431QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_DefaultDomain_2?hash=item20af2b0c27#ht_3816wt_1165
Peace.
What I've finished reading: Rumors by Anna Godberson